Cut myself again last night..does that mean I am a cutter? I actually like it..is that wrong?

I really thought I was close to recovery, but in all reality, I am worse off than I thought I was..yep..life blows..

I ran out of bud..and I neeeeed it. Man it makes me feel awesome..and I WANT to feel awesome. I neeeeed some green.

College football all day today, hopefully Michigan wins.