Monday, September 28, 2009


I just want to quit school. I just got done taking a lab test for science, and I think I completely bombed the fucking thing. I hate my life

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Cut myself again last night..does that mean I am a cutter? I actually like that wrong?

I really thought I was close to recovery, but in all reality, I am worse off than I thought I blows..

I ran out of bud..and I neeeeed it. Man it makes me feel awesome..and I WANT to feel awesome. I neeeeed some green.

College football all day today, hopefully Michigan wins.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Its going to be a great day

Well, monday I was having a awesome day, and it kind of got ruined bc of lies I found out from HIM. HIM not working, etc.( he is an independent contractor, so if he doesnt work, he doesnt get paid). And I cut myself bc of it..the fight we had..

But, thats the past and I am not dwelling on it. I feel good today, today is going ot be a great day and the past is behind me.

A certain someone texted me yesterday and I called them and said leave me alone. I am happy, and do not call me and even try to ruin it.

I am done seeking attention from other men, I really am. And anyone who wants to try to do that to me, will get my fist in their face.